Preface

nightswimming
Posted originally on the Archive of Our Own at http://archiveofourown.org/works/31812682.

Rating:
Mature
Archive Warning:
No Archive Warnings Apply
Category:
F/M
Fandom:
Nancy Drew - Carolyn Keene
Relationship:
Nancy Drew/Ned Nickerson
Character:
Nancy Drew, Ned Nickerson
Additional Tags:
Reunions, Post-Canon, Nancy Drew On Campus, Reconciliation, Sharing a Bed, Frottage, Vaginal Fingering, Thanksgiving, Christmas, Getting Back Together, Apologies
Language:
English
Stats:
Published: 2021-06-08 Words: 5,464 Chapters: 1/1

nightswimming

Summary

Home for Thanksgiving break, Ned's already tired of explaining that he and Nancy aren't together anymore—when he runs into her again.

Notes

This is set post-Files, during On Campus.

nightswimming

Ned knew he was tempting fate, but he couldn't seem to help himself.

The refrigerator was fairly groaning with leftovers, Ned's mother would have fallen all over herself to make him any of his favorite foods, but here he was, at the edge of town, waiting in line behind a handful of locals. His collar was up, scarf snug around his neck, hat pulled down, hands jammed in his pockets. Another gust of wind blew snow against his jeans.

He'd be heading back to Emerson tomorrow.

In another life... tonight would have been different. In another life, practically everything would be different right now. And as hard as Ned tried to move on, to focus on what was and not what should have been instead, that parallel life kept moving, throwing glimpses his way every now and then, depressing him even further. Maybe eventually he'd lose track of it, but he'd spent so much time and energy...

For nothing, ultimately. For absolutely nothing.

A laughing couple left the restaurant with a stack of boxes in their arms, and the line shuffled forward. Ned coughed and took a few steps.

Too close.

For all he knew, she wasn't even home. He shouldn't be feeling this perpetual buzz of alarm under his skin. Hannah would be cooking something, or...

Ned gave his head a little shake. He didn't care. He didn't want to care. Nancy had decided she needed a fresh start and that he wasn't part of it. He knew that even before that conversation, she'd probably been flirting with someone else, and there was absolutely nothing he could do about it. Any sort of grand romantic gesture would be completely unwelcome now, and months too late to do any good. It would just be more proof that he was stifling her, or whatever the fuck she'd said.

The sensation of bleak, impotent helplessness tightened in his chest.

He knew what the next step was; he'd just found himself unable to take it. He had been on a few dates, but it had felt like going through the motions. It was too soon.

He just needed that damned pressure in his chest to break. He just needed to wake up one morning not thinking about what she was doing, and then not remember all over again in a soul-crushing blow, like the perpetual persistent death of a loved one, blissfully forgotten in dreams and ripping open the wound all over again when his eyes opened.

It was like the death of a loved one. He had loved who he was with her. He had loved being her boyfriend. Losing that aspect of himself was painful. He would never love anyone the way he loved her. He never could.

Ned cleared his throat and shuffled forward, wedging himself against the door. The restaurant was a literal oven. Cooks in grease-stained aprons whirled and jerked behind the plate-glass display case, paper hats bobbing as they took orders. The room was full of laughter, the din of the ice machine, the old-fashioned jukebox playing merrily to itself from the corner. Some patrons had jammed overstuffed shopping bags under their tables, resting from a weary day of taking advantage of all the sales. Friends, couples, families snuck in bites from comically large slices between conversation and jokes.

The hangover had passed mid-morning on Thanksgiving. Ned hadn't overindulged the way he had that first time, after he'd gotten the fake ID and spent half of the morning of Thanksgiving still roaring drunk, the other half throwing it up. Running the errands, the long car ride to his grandparents' house—he hadn't wanted to be miserable for that again.

Any more miserable than he had been anyway, seeing his relatives focus on the empty space beside him where she should have been, then back on his face again. No one asked, so his mother had probably headed that off for him, but they hadn't been able to resist that reminder of how terribly wrong everything had gone.

Ned had nearly made it to the counter when a gust of wind blew over him from the propped-open door, over his bare hands and cheeks. "Sorry," a voice said, off a quiet laugh.

Ned couldn't help it. His gaze snapped to the speaker.

Seeing Nancy, his gaze recognizing the shape of her, was like a puzzle piece slipping into a well-worn groove. He was frustrated to find himself euphoric and devastated, a dizzying, nasty combination that immediately took his appetite.

"What'll ya have?"

Tearing his gaze away from her meant losing her again. He would glance back and, like some disquieting dream, she would have morphed into someone else, and the moment would be gone. He would be powerless all over again, lying awake in his bed, waiting for the day to begin so he could distract himself with literally anything else. "Two all-meat, and a spinach and tomato."

The cook whirled away to assemble Ned's order, and Ned swallowed before he glanced over again.

She was still there, and she had caught sight of him. Her face had paled, but that made her eyes all the more vivid, and then she flushed. Of course she didn't want to see him now. Of course this was terribly awkward for her.

Let it be awkward. The words were snarled, almost feral. She had shown no real remorse over shattering his heart, just quiet resolve. She could endure being in the same room with him, after making the choice to come here, a place she knew he loved, a place they had visited together so many times. She could at least give him that.

The dreams would come again, and he would welcome them, long for them, drown in them. The dreams where this had all been some tragic misunderstanding and this life was the nightmare. Her smiling reassurance that she had always loved him and always would, and would never leave him that way.

Jesus. Surely this wouldn't always kill him. Surely there was something on the other side of it to anticipate.

He took his pizza slices to the door, and couldn't resist looking back at her. She had stayed in line, hadn't just snuck out, and some masochistic part of him took over. The restaurant had one door, and he stood beside it, taking bites of a slice. He had always loved the all-meat slices, but right now, it might as well have been sawdust.

He couldn't slink out, not now. She would have to walk past him, ducking her head. Maybe she might toss an apologetic smile his way. He would replay it in his mind until it was embroidered over his last memory of her, a faint dusting of sweetness over the bitter. A last-known photograph, just for him.

How many times had her life been threatened since he had last seen her, and he just didn't know?

He should be relieved. But he had grown around the shape of her, and the hollow she had left behind still ached. He couldn't just stop caring about her, and honestly he couldn't be upset about that. He just wasn't built that way.

It hurt so much to realize that she was.

She approached him, and he waited for it, her perfunctory happy-Thanksgiving wishes, maybe just that distancing polite smile. Instead she stopped in front of him. The color was still high in her cheeks, and her smile was gentle.

"I... can't say that I've missed you, can I." Her flush deepened a little. "You look good."

"So do you," he said, and the words had escaped him before he realized both how true it was and how little he wanted to admit it. He wanted to hurt her, and he didn't. He wanted to find the right words to pull her back to him, but if it only took words, if it were that fragile, it wouldn't work. Whatever had broken their relationship, she had put it on him, and he hadn't changed. If she had, then the woman who lived in his memory was just an echo.

He couldn't believe that, though.

"You want to...?" The restaurant around them was even busier than it had been when Ned pulled up; all the tables were occupied, and most of the loitering space while patrons waited for their orders.

He nodded, warily. "If you're here in the Mustang, my car," he suggested. "Just a little more comfortable."

"Plus that personalization, that splotch of nail polish on the dash," she joked weakly.

His heart warmed; he couldn't help it. He led her out to his car, gesturing with a flourish as he unlocked the doors, trying to keep his expression as neutral as possible.

She slid into the passenger seat, shivering, and let out a relieved sigh as she closed the door. "You didn't want leftovers either?"

Ned shrugged. "Just wanted to get out for a little while. I don't know. I guess—" He almost stopped himself, but forced the words out. "I guess all my school breaks have been, uh, designated as yours for so long that I didn't quite know what to do with myself." He paused, and saw her duck her head, her lips curving up, in the faint yellow light above the restaurant's sign still showing through the steady, eerily silent snowfall. "Pretty sad, huh. I'm actually surprised you're in town."

"Not by choice, believe me." She toyed with the styrofoam box holding her own pizza order.

He gestured a little. "Go ahead and eat. I'm going to."

She paused, then made a little fuck-it gesture and opened the box. Spinach and tomato. They'd always loved the spinach and tomato here.

She came up for air after she had demolished half her slice. "I both hate my stepmother and am aware of how completely obnoxious that sounds. I would have given anything to go to Fiji or Switzerland or something instead of coming home."

"That's—" My girl. The words, now tinged with bitterness, would have rolled off his tongue before. "I get it."

She shrugged, snuck a glance over at him. "I know it's different with your parents. Seeing them happy together doesn't fill you with this completely ridiculous jealous rage. She—she's not my mom, and it's been me and Dad for so long, and..." She released a frustrated exclamation, like a muted bellow. "I'm being immature, and—I hate that everything has changed."

"Including you." Ned damned himself for the muttered response, peeling a pepperoni slice off his remaining pizza.

"I... Look, I was an asshole. I get that now. At the time, it felt so damn important to make a fresh start, set out for myself... figure out who I was without you." Her smile was thin, and the bitterness he hoped he wasn't reading into it was all too familiar. "But please rest assured every guy I've met... uh, I can't stop trying to figure out their angle, you know? What they're hiding. What about themselves they aren't telling me. The little blackmail racket on the side. The secret—" She huffed out a sigh. "Love child. Don't ask, please."

Ned held up a palm in a hands-off gesture. "Just know that I'm dying to."

She shook her head. An escaped wisp of reddish-blonde hair tapped her cheek. "Maybe later. But the point... is that I always knew what I had with you. You were a known quantity. And I didn't appreciate that, not the way I should have."

"Boring, you mean."

She shook her head. "I—"

"Like an old sweater you could just shuck off. Comfortable—"

Nancy put a hand on his arm. "Look. Ned, seriously. Look at me."

He set his jaw and looked over at her. Oh, the sight of her was all too painfully familiar, and his heart didn't know what to do. Being alone with her, once upon a time, had meant pretty much one thing, until her cases interrupted them.

"I'm sorry I hurt you. It was cowardly. You deserved better and I should have been honest with you. I don't expect you to forgive me, and I don't deserve it, either. All right?"

She was almost snarling by the end of it, and Ned couldn't help chuckling, almost darkly. "That hurt, huh, admitting you were wrong."

"Of course it did!" She huffed and took another angry bite of pizza. "Look, Wilder is... nothing like I expected. It's not Emerson. Everything..." She shook her head.

"I think it started when... Avery, uh, happened. And yeah, you're right. I've never had to deal with one of my parents falling for someone else. Maybe you just... felt like you had to change, to absorb the blow?"

She swallowed her bite. "I guess," she said slowly, as though only just realizing it. "I wanted to run so far and so fast..."

"And I just happened to be part of what you were leaving in the dust."

"That's not... the way I ever meant it." She sighed and took another bite, and so did Ned. "I've just... been so hurt, and at Wilder no one knew who I had been."

"Except Bess and George."

"I barely see them." Nancy shook her head vehemently. "And Bess? I mean, both of them—" She drew herself up and took a deep breath. "I'm not here to talk shit about them. I'm not. But if I'm taking advantage of being somewhere new, then they definitely are. And at the end of this year... I don't know if we'll even recognize each other anymore." She glanced over at him, her eyes shining. "I've missed who you were to me. I didn't realize how much I needed it."

Ned's heart was pounding. "I miss you every day. I feel like I've had this conversation with you in my head a hundred times, so often that I'm not sure I'm not just hallucinating it right now. I thought, when I saw you in there, that I just wanted to see you so much that I'd finally snapped."

Her lips curved up, briefly. "Back at you, Nickerson."

His gaze immediately locked to hers.

"Yeah. Yeah. I have a version of you in my head, and I talk to him a lot." She licked a bit of tomato from her lip. "Any guy I meet definitely pales in comparison. But that's always been true."

He smiled. He wanted to play it cool, but internally, he was so close to losing it.

She glanced away, then took a deep breath, and when their gazes met again, Ned could feel the weight in it. "N—"

At the exact same time, the rap of knuckles against the window directly beside his ear made Ned jump a couple of inches. Too many bad experiences made him peer up at the lanky, shivering guy, who was still wearing a waterstained apron over a short-sleeved shirt. Ned rolled down the window.

"Your mom called looking for you," the dishwasher said. "Car trouble?"

Ned shook his head. "Just catching up with an old friend," he said. "Can you tell her I'll be home in a while?"

The dishwasher gave Ned a mock salute and strode back in. Ned rolled his window back up, shivering.

"Now. What? Where were we?"

She smiled, the most sincere smile he'd seen tonight, and then her gaze flicked from his eyes to his lips.

No. This is all nostalgia, she'll forget it by morning...

But he didn't believe that, maybe because he didn't want to. He wanted it to all be true. He wanted her in his life again, filling that place in him that he had barely even begun to touch.

"Nan," he breathed. He didn't want to misread her, either.

"Can I take it back?" She searched his eyes. "Let's skip ahead to the ghost of Christmas past or whatever, however. I screwed up. And I can't—I don't..." She pressed her lips together, searching for the words. "I..."

He moved toward her slightly, then ducked in slowly, until their lips were nearly touching. "I love you," he replied, in a whisper. "Even the way things went down wasn't enough to put much of a dent in it. I'd love for you to take it back."

But he moved back, so he could see her eyes, and continued. "And I know that you can't. That we can't. That even if we make out right now, that's not gonna change the house you walk into tonight."

"Then take me home with you." Her eyes were bright. "I miss your parents. At least that was... familiar. Safe."

Ned's smile was sad. "They'd love to see you," he admitted.

"So take me home."

"You're not—" He growled quietly. "You're not thinking this through. We walk in together, tonight, and—they assume things."

She glanced down briefly, then nodded. "And... let's say that I am... comfortable with those assumptions," she replied. "That I—No, this isn't hypothetical. I do love you. I don't know what made me think that was weak, or not worth saving—"

And he closed the distance between them, that heartbeat of space, capturing her mouth in a kiss that was both desperate and sweet, eager and tender. She whimpered and returned it, combing her fingers through his hair.

"Take me home," she whispered against his lips. "I just don't want to be there. I want to be with you."

He kissed her again. "When you wake up in the morning," he murmured. "When we wake up. Is this going to be the dream? Is this..." He sighed, hating himself for saying it, while convinced she was going to regret all of it. "Am I just a convenient shelter?"

She laid her palm against his cheek and kissed him again. Then she shifted to dig in her purse and pulled out an envelope. It was sealed and addressed to him, ready to go; it just bore no stamp.

"Why'd you think I was out here, Nickerson?"

"Delicious pizza? Avoiding seeing the Wicked Witch of the West?"

"Both of those things. And also delivering this. Which I was too chickenshit to drop off when you'd definitely see it." She nodded at it. "Go ahead."

Ned's heart was in his throat as he tore open the envelope.

The letter hit all the same beats she had, but more eloquently. She had treated him badly and didn't deserve his forgiveness, even as she asked for it. She had taken him for granted and then discovered how much his absence, the absence she had caused, hurt. She asked him to take some time and consider whether he wanted to contact her, because even if nothing else, she wanted to be his friend.

He read it over twice in the dim light, and when he looked up at her, his throat aching a little, she was gazing straight ahead, finishing off a slice of pizza. The snowdrift on the car's hood was piling up, a shadowed blue against the glass, and the restaurant's customers were coming out now bundled into scarves and coats and gloves, huddled against the wind, heading for their cars. The storm was almost certainly worse.

"Come on," he said softly, and when she glanced over at him, her eyes were wet too. "Let's go home."

--

The world was strangely quiet when Nancy's eyes slowly opened.

Ah. The power had gone out.

Ned's room was cold, but his bed was stacked with heavy quilts, and the man himself was an absolute furnace of heat. He had stripped down to his underwear before diving between the cold sheets, and though they had made out for a while, she had just been so warm and emotionally exhausted merely being with him again, relaxing for the first time in what felt like years, that they had drifted off to sleep soon after, clinging to each other.

The expressions on his parents' faces—it hadn't quite been anticlimactic, but just you've come home, you're home now, welcome back, such gentle, quiet acceptance.

She could have just run here. She could have wrapped this world around her and let the calm take some of the sting away, but even this had been too close. And her frustration and anger had wanted to burn it all down, every last stick of it, every last atom.

But oh. The heights of her rage, her self-absorbed fury, had never allowed her to consider the heart her own shattered heart was breaking.

She knew she would go home. This was only a temporary shelter. And yet, when she considered that her father had been so relaxed after Ned had finally persuaded her to call home, to head off any panicked manhunt—she had taken advantage of that carelessness so many times, to steal a handful of hours with Ned, to follow a suspect across state lines, to throw herself into a spiderweb. But she resented it now.

Her place in her father's life... was gone, now. She had been shoved aside.

The quiet inside her that sometimes spoke with Ned's voice, sometimes Bess's, sometimes Hannah's, told her that her father loved her just as much as he ever had, she was overreacting, she was spoiled and her problems were so close to insignificant that she should be ashamed of herself.

And yet.

She looked over at Ned beside her, the uncertain shape of him in the near-darkness, cast blue on black in the snowlight. If she could find her way back here, maybe. Maybe she could find a way back to the other man in her life.

That howling black hole of apathy and rage had told her that it didn't matter if Ned's parents were home: if he was willing to allow her in, she would share his bed tonight. She had behaved badly; she would behave badly for a little while longer. Just in a slightly different way.

And it wasn't like this was the first time she had ever shared Ned's bed. Oh, it had only been a handful of times, a few hours here and there, all smothered laughter and deep, sweet kisses, whispered negotiation, soft cries. They had walked up to the line and peered over it, into darkness, into a relationship and a becoming she hadn't yet been ready to contemplate.

But that girl had withdrawn from Ned as her father's relationship with Avery continued, as it consumed all the oxygen. Her preoccupation had changed everything, until looking back at who she had been with Ned had been painful. She had been so foolish, so naive, thinking that the world would continue on this axis forever, that nothing would ever change.

But this had.

Ned had been her heart for so long. She'd been so sure that she had to cut him out to save herself.

Nancy reached over and in a soft, clumsy brush of her fingers, found that lock of hair that always flopped over his forehead, felt it soft and silky against her skin. In the total stillness between them, she could feel the resounding beat of his heart.

She couldn't live without her heart. The colorless approximation she'd lived through felt so much less than real.

"Mmm." He moved onto his side to face her. "Ah, shit. Power's out."

"Yeah."

"It woke you up?" His voice was gravelly.

"I don't know what woke me," she admitted. "Maybe this is the part that's really a dream."

Ned snorted quietly. "Tell me about it," he said, the last swallowed in the rasp of his palm against his stubbled jaw. "Mmm. You're here. For now."

"You dream about me, too, huh."

"All, the, time." He sighed. "I thought I'd need to change for you, and then I realized that you were the one who had changed, and I had no idea what to do, or say..."

She considered. "I don't think there's anything you could have done," she admitted. "I just... what you said about Dad. You knew me. And you... I don't know. I don't have a place anymore." She snickered. "I do, but my heart is still broken. I need to just swallow my pride, and... grow up, huh."

Ned shrugged. "If you did what it took to get you to this place, then you are," he pointed out. "I wish to hell it hadn't involved moving so damn far away and breaking up with me, and a part of me is still, just... waiting to wake up and grieve you all over again. But for right now we're here, and you feel real..."

They didn't crash together, not quite, but she tangled around him, her bare legs against his, straddling him. Their kisses were long, lingering, and he held her to him, stroking her back through the thin t-shirt she'd borrowed from him. She had slipped off her bra once the lights were out, and she almost moaned in delight at the feel of him so close to her.

"Mmm."

She could feel that he was becoming aroused, and pulled back, but she couldn't see his expression in the darkness. She began to reach for his bedside lamp, then remembered and shifted back on top of him with a muffled chuckle.

Ned released a soft "oof." "What is it?"

"I wanted to see your face. But it's too cold to go find candles."

Ned laughed and pulled her back down, and she snuggled against him with a happy sigh. "Sorry," he murmured. "About..."

She wriggled her hips slightly, and Ned gasped.

"Babe," he said, warningly.

"Tell me to stop. We'll go back to sleep." She paused, but he remained silent. "I know. It's too fast."

"It's a dream," he pointed out. "It's only as slow as we want it to be." Then he reached up and stroked her hair, caressing her cheek. "It's only as real as we want it to be."

Nancy closed her eyes, tight. "I've been sleepwalking," she replied. "I'm awake now. I'm sorry I've been such a brat. You cared about me and I threw it in your face and I was wrong."

"Yeah."

She buried her face against his shoulder with a muffled groan. "I'll say it again every day, every hour, if it helps," she told him. "Being with you... that's a small price to pay for this. I feel like I've been cold for so, so long and you're just so warm."

"Literally."

"Figuratively. Too." She kissed his shoulder. "I would say something cheesy about kissing it all better..."

"Couldn't hurt to try," he commented.

Their next kiss left her shattered, gasping, grinding desperately against him. He rolled onto his side and she wrapped herself around him, seeking that contact again.

He broke their next soul-searing kiss with an apologetic groan. "I... I don't have any condoms. Not that I'm saying, uh, anything's about to happen," he hastened to add.

"That is assuming a lot, Nickerson."

"I just like to be safe, and I remember last time." He touched her cheek. "Do you?"

The quiet vulnerability in his voice made her throat thicken with tears. "Yeah," she whispered. "Yeah, I do. And I... oh!"

She scrambled out of his bed, over to her purse, and found her penlight, then dug through. She found them in a zippered side pocket and pulled them out with a triumphant, belatedly muffled cry.

Ned was sitting up. "Do I... want to know?"

Nancy rolled her eyes as she tossed them onto his bedside table and dove back under the covers. "Bess and I went to a sorority party a few weeks ago," she replied. "They were handing out condoms at the door and Bess hadn't brought a purse, so she shoved a handful at me. I decided to keep them for the next time she needs me to play wingman. Wing-girl?" She tilted her head, considering. "More homely friend?"

Ned snorted. "Gorgeous, ridiculously talented, smart redhead."

"Whose thoroughly broken heart meant that this," she gestured vaguely at the two of them, their tight embrace, "was not even on the radar. So no, I haven't been banging every remotely hot co-ed at Wilder." She paused. "And I know that Wilder suffers from a significant lack of Nickersons, but Emerson is definitely at least four hundred percent hotter as a student body." She shrugged. "It's just science."

Ned laughed. "Good to hear it." He leaned down and brushed the tip of his nose against hers, a little clumsily in the darkness. "Look, I know this is a dream, but... when we wake up, if you... if this won't mean anything, let's just... wait."

"And if I'm sure that, in the morning, I will be thoroughly satisfied and anticipating a repeat performance at your earliest opportunity?"

Ned was grinning, she could tell, just before he kissed her again. "Well, when you put it that way," he teased quietly.

Though Ned did put on a condom, it was only a double precaution, because he didn't slide inside her. He did rub against her, his cock and his fingers, and she did stifle her cries and delighted sobs in the pillow as she reached orgasm. They rolled over, taking turns on top, facing each other on their sides, even spooned up once, and that was new, and surprisingly hot. His touch was quietly assured and possessive, and for a few seconds she found herself wondering if he hadn't had the same hangups she had when it came to sex.

"It's always been you," she gasped, trying to catch her breath, his forehead against hers. "It's always been you. Did you find someone else?"

He shook his head, trying to catch his breath too. "There is no one else," he told her. "Oh God, Nan. God. Just don't let this end. I don't think I could bear it again."

"Me either," she murmured, cuddling against him. She waited a beat, then kissed the point where his neck met his shoulder. "I love you, babe."

He chuckled. "And I will always love you."

The morning came too quickly, and with it, the power returned. Nancy tugged one of Ned's sweatshirts over her head and snickered at how hilariously oversized it seemed. She wanted desperately to go back to bed and the safety of Ned's arms, but they could smell something delicious downstairs.

They were nearly at the kitchen, walking with joined hands, when Ned glanced over into the den and stopped short. Nancy almost bumped into him, and moaned in frustration. She needed some coffee, desperately.

"Hey. Look." Ned pointed, his voice gentle.

Among the riot of decoration in the den, the large tree bedecked in glittery ornaments and twinkling white lights, nutcracker and rocking horse figures, a quietly droning model of an ice skating rink complete with jerky, swooping figures—she didn't notice it at first, but her question died on her lips as she recognized what he was asking her to see.

Alongside the other three stockings, in its usual place beside Ned's, Nancy saw her stocking. A few small treats already bulged near the ankle.

Home. Fuck. She didn't deserve Ned's forgiveness, though she had begged for it, and she deserved his parents' forgiveness even less.

Nancy bumped her hip against Ned, trying to unobtrusively wipe a tear away. "Guess it's official then, huh," she murmured, keeping her voice steady with supreme effort.

He leaned down to put his lips against her ear. "Well, let's just see what Santa brings me. If it's an economy pack of condoms and some lube..."

Nancy shuddered. "Why don't I take that one for the team, instead of shoving that off on your parents," she replied. "Ew."

"Although." He kissed her earlobe. "You really want it, Drew, I think you're supposed to put a ring on it."

"And what would be that for you, Nickerson?"

He moved back a little to look into her eyes and shrugged. "You, me, Christmas Eve. Whatever we can lie and say is mistletoe. And we'll just have to conjure up some massive snowstorm that will keep us... together, for a while."

She smiled. "Pretty tall order," she said.

"Hey. You're here right now. And I'm still not entirely sure we aren't dreaming. Ask me for the moon and I'll try to pull it down from the sky for you."

"That's not what I want." She reached up, grasped a handful of his shirt, and drew him down to plant a soft, sweet kiss against his lips. "Tell me we don't have to go back yet. And be so far apart."

He returned her kiss. "For a few weeks," he agreed with a heavy sigh. "Then we'll be back here?"

She nodded, answering the subtle inflection in his voice, searching his dark, tender gaze with shining eyes.

He smiled. "Then I have my miracle already."

Afterword

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